My last post was about self-reflection, this post is about waking up and seeing that people are not who they really are. Actions sometimes speak louder than words but a simple message goes a long way to prevent misunderstanding. I lost a potential connection in the acting world but for some strange reason, I am ok with that. I realized that this person wasn't that great to begin with, especially with their not so great behaviour on social media. A loss, is simply, a loss this time and that's a-ok with me!
I think this means I am growing up or something...NO....stop that...this is the bit where I dream I want to go to Neverland with Peter Pan or I sing that silly jingle from Toys-R-US..."I don't wanna grow up, I'm a Toys-r-Us Kid..." This coffee obviously hasn't kicked it. It's freeze-dried which means it's bollocks, basically. Even the ground shit doesn't taste as good in my french press. Give me back my flavoured Dunkin Donuts dammit!
I feel like today I should be doing work for my dissertation. I did yesterday. I completed the additions my supervisor suggest I add and it'll have to be edited at a later date. I probably will give it a read on Sunday and be like "what the shit is this!?" Sometimes you just need to get things on a page in order to move forward. Writing a dissertation is a real nightmare, it keeps you awake, it keeps you from eating, it makes you want to consume all the wine!
